In a Foul Mood

No need to spread it around, however I am finding that this foul mood, this depression, is bleeding into unrelated areas of my life. One of them being my love life, which is going quite well, if we don't take this current emotional state of mine into account.

I am afraid of fucking it up due to my un-diligence at just disposing of these negative thoughts and dark emotions. It has nothing to do with him, or the relationship per se. It has to do with me and my state of growing despair for a job, something to do, money to earn.

Already expecting the worst (which is not very constructive in itself and if I keep it that way, the devil's gonna take me as part-time, underpaid concubine)...



May the force swim up your ass.

Diana